Tuesday, June 2, 2009

I am my own prison

I am my own goddess and I am my own temple.
I am my own prison.


The one to which I withdraw to relax, to find my peace- the same shell that means family and worm- for me has became my prison. I`ve let the days and the hours pass by- waiting for the day I`ll be free again.

Does it sound familiar?

Our own personality it`s so detailed and complicated, we are blessed with so wonderful mnemonistic skills, that in a life time one can embrace all great philosophical ideas of all times just by pushing its own brain thinking from a side to another, without involving any concrete contact with any other alive human being.
We all tend to serve different causes in this life with the unconscious hope that one day it will be reflexible on us. US!
So, all the things in this world are spinning around one single concept- my own being- ME!



So why from the day I am born till the day I die – I will involve in actions and take back-ways that tend to embellish the situation, but do not offer a joyful support to my own being?



Why would I please only the goods and the people around me – if me I`m leaving aside my own person- like a rusted piece of metal in the dessert hopping that those gods or those people will find me …
One Day ?

Why?


If any single word I pronounce and every single movement I make it`s for myself and no one else.
Why it`s so hard to recognise that we are all self centred and that in every action we take it is a hidden subconscious selfishness?

Because we are not ONE- we are MANY. We leave in a so called society – that involves other human beings similar to us. And by the only fact that we carry the same genes – we plead for unity and community. We give so much of our energy in the action of weaving this tissue of community – but we tend to forget that if one thread is putrid, not even as longueur as a life time – the tissue will perish, melting every chemical substance in the stomach of our planet.

I am one thread! You are one thread! He is one thread!




The tissue will perish anyhow- but at least if I worship my own being and if I serve good enough at my own temple I won`t have to deal with the accusations of unAdd Imageity crime.

1 comment:

Jolie said...

I think you made a good point, we should think more about ourselves at least from time to time, there is a certain dose we should take daily or whenever neccesarry, that dose that won't fall into selfishness. That's healthy.