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There are things in life that don`t let you breathe. You don`t see them – there are just there fallowing you like a shadow. Passing one by one in different moments you almost do not notice them.
Until one has decided to crush over the other, and over the other- blocking your throat while you try desperately just to breathe naturally. And you don`t even know why all these things that looked naturally before, now are so uncomfortable – choking you. Maybe there were never natural, you just assumed they were also because they never attacked you in the same time.
And it`s not a movie, it`s reality.
Your boyfriend/ girlfriend has decided to break up with you the same day your boss told you there`s a downsizing, so you are out. And you never
noticed that your relationship was going bad – because you were so stressed working over time, doing the job for your colleague that got fired a few months ago because of this freaking economy- and you were pleased that they kept you. But now it`s your turn. And in your love life she/ he just had enough of you not being there or not really listening because you were still thinking about that contract stipulations.
And you also have to leave the apartment because clearly one has to move out and it`s going to be you because she/ he rented first.
And it`s now that your mechanic is asking you a fortune for repairing your car. And it`s now that your mum is calling you to tell you that your younger brother is getting married.
Do you still breathe?
Ya! But you still have friends. So, you call. One is moving to Florida- you didn`t spent too much time with him/her lately, one is telling you : “This is what you deserve for being such a conceited person!”…and one…one is even worth then you, so he can`t really help you.
Are you still there?
Hooray! In the movie- you get out of the city to chill and meet this wonderful boy/ girl that turns out to be the love of your life and she/he has an amazing sister that helps you get the job of your dreams. Happy ending!
Yap, but it`s real life here – so you just pack and leave to your mummy. I won`t say anything else if you don’t get along with your parents!
So, just breath!
If you really messed up this time- just pack and start over! New job, new love- and more important some new attitude! Next time you`ll pay more attention to the external factors that may lead to such an awful situation and you`ll try to ditch them! So, keep on breathing!
There are things in life that don`t let you breathe. You don`t see them – there are just there fallowing you like a shadow. Passing one by one in different moments you almost do not notice them.
Until one has decided to crush over the other, and over the other- blocking your throat while you try desperately just to breathe naturally. And you don`t even know why all these things that looked naturally before, now are so uncomfortable – choking you. Maybe there were never natural, you just assumed they were also because they never attacked you in the same time.
And it`s not a movie, it`s reality.
Your boyfriend/ girlfriend has decided to break up with you the same day your boss told you there`s a downsizing, so you are out. And you never
noticed that your relationship was going bad – because you were so stressed working over time, doing the job for your colleague that got fired a few months ago because of this freaking economy- and you were pleased that they kept you. But now it`s your turn. And in your love life she/ he just had enough of you not being there or not really listening because you were still thinking about that contract stipulations.And you also have to leave the apartment because clearly one has to move out and it`s going to be you because she/ he rented first.
And it`s now that your mechanic is asking you a fortune for repairing your car. And it`s now that your mum is calling you to tell you that your younger brother is getting married.
Do you still breathe?
Ya! But you still have friends. So, you call. One is moving to Florida- you didn`t spent too much time with him/her lately, one is telling you : “This is what you deserve for being such a conceited person!”…and one…one is even worth then you, so he can`t really help you.
Are you still there?
Hooray! In the movie- you get out of the city to chill and meet this wonderful boy/ girl that turns out to be the love of your life and she/he has an amazing sister that helps you get the job of your dreams. Happy ending!
Yap, but it`s real life here – so you just pack and leave to your mummy. I won`t say anything else if you don’t get along with your parents!
So, just breath!
If you really messed up this time- just pack and start over! New job, new love- and more important some new attitude! Next time you`ll pay more attention to the external factors that may lead to such an awful situation and you`ll try to ditch them! So, keep on breathing!
6 comments:
finaly, something differnt in your blog, may I say trhe best that I read so far, something "that realy makes you think:...
hmm,....after I red it seemed very familira with this movie "May"
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0303361/
Whoa, that sounds bad, everything crashing down at the same time? But just as the good things you portrayed as being from a movie, the bad things seem like that as well. I mean how often does that happen in real world? There is a saying though, for whoever goes through such a thing: it's not until you've lost everything that you are free to do anything!
Interesting post.
To Anonymous - that movie May has nothing to do with this post - sincerely - there is no similarity. That`s an horror about a girl that couldn`t make friends - so, she kills people to make them her friends...Not being able to make friends- it`s a different story :D
Yeah..actually for me that movie sucked big time..
You may have a point,but I didn't said the post is like a horror movie :)).... nor that ALL the feelings expressed in the post are EXACTLY or a "copy" of that movie.sorry if you understand that.
Let me put it in another words...just a little resemblance of a lonely May in a strange world for her. That's all..
:)
@Anonymous, LOL even so, that's not the point.. Looks like it sucked watching it, but you kinda enjoy talking about it..=D
Hey Lady- want something new!!!
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